Life is like a roller coaster...

There has been so much going on in our lives... Currently with my job I got moved to a different shift and took a huge paycut! NOT COOL!!! I am now forced to be a morning person... ugh! So far its not as bad as I thought but it will take some getting use to! Today I got offered a new job though, at this place called Food For Health! Im excited, yet Im nervous! Its a great place and I know that its got better oportunities for me than Schiff does at this point but Im still a little nervous... Im looking for opportunities outside my comfort zone... Im going to be starting a whole new type of job, yeah it will still be in a warehouse/ production type environment but not running a compression machine... I will just have to see how it goes! :)
Over the weekend Summer, Wynter, Annie and I attended a girl scout camp! It was a lot of fun!!! Summer and I loved it! :) It was Summers first camping trip with the girl scouts and Im sure there are more to come! She had fun!
With my work basically going under and Brian not working nearly as much as he used to, things here are stressful! We are struggling to pay all of our bills and life is just.... blah!!! Im trying to find ways to make ends meet! I know that in a lot of cases people think that its the mans job to do such things, yet I think that if the opportunity arises for either the man or the woman, it should be grasped! I really much rather have Brian go to school! I would like him to work one job and attend college so that one day he can have his dream job! I dont mind having to work two jobs if I have to because i know that it wont be a job that I have to work forever... It will just be for a while until Brian gets a degree and gets a better job... I hate to say it but I hate hate hate Brians boss... with a passion!!! He is such a jerk, who doesnt seem to care about anyone but himself! Brian works too hard and is such a great employee yet they treat him like shit! Its annoying... I cant wait until Brian starts school! :)
Life right now just seems like a freaking roller coaster! First my job closes my shift and grandma was in the hospital, then I get all these great job offers :), then I find out that half of them are in clearfield, then I get another job offer, then brians hours slow down.... its just one thing after another! its nuts!!!
Im happy right now though... life is hecktic but great at the same time! :)

Surgery is OVER!!!

On Monday morning I went in for my surgery! I was nervous as hell! It felt like forever, sitting in that tiny room waiting for the dr to come in and answer more questions, review everything and prepare for what I was about to do! I couldnt think straight and I had the biggest butterflies ever, in my stomach that morning! Annie on the other hand was quite goofy... come to find out, she didnt sleep the night before so she was surviving off of NO sleep! It worked in my favor though because she was entertaining enough to keep me somewhat calm! After waiting about an hour, they finally came and took me in for my surgery... OMG the things that were running through my mind... I was terrified! I hate needles and I made the biggest mistake ever watching a breast augmentation being performed on youtube... NOT COOL! So I was terrified! I walked into the operation room... I was okay... I laid on the table and the only thing I remember is warning the nurse that if he gave me a shot, I would most likely bite him! LOL The next thing I knew, I was laying in the recovery room! I opened my eyes and everything was a giant blur... I could hear people but I couldnt quite make out faces at that point! I remember looking at the clock and trying my hardest to make out what time it was... 11:15am my surgery was done! I remember feeling an extreme tightness in my chest but it wasnt painful, it was just uncomfortable! I remember thinking over and over about asking the nurse if Annie were there... I think that I actually asked her a few times if she were! lol but I dont know for sure! They put my shirt on, put me in a wheel chair and handed me some crackers, an apple juice and a small container to throw up in, just in case! They wheeled me outside (where it was pouring) put me in the car and I was on my way home! Yay! It was over! The ride home wasnt bad... I was pretty numb! Annie did hit me on the ride home though... thank goodness for her, I was still numb at that point! lol When we got home, Annie took care of me... she cleaned my house, fed my kids, took care of my kids, entertained them, etc... annie was a huge help! She also kept yelling at me to GO LAY DOWN!!! I couldnt help it, I felt AMAZING and I didnt want to lay down! I wanted to walk around and do stuff!!! I seriously felt great!!! I dont recall being in much pain at all throughout my recovery time! I think that getting my wisdom teeth removed was much worse than my boob job! LOL odd I know, but its the truth! Sometimes I do get a painful sting in my boob but its just the nerve endings recovering from the surgery! I will be back to normal in no time! I just wish that I could get back to doing regular things already! I wanna exercise!!! lol I will post pics soon! When I get enough energy to actually do my hair and my makeup! LOL The perks make me pretty tired! Well... I will update you more laters!

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Life....

Gosh I find it hard to believe that the last time I blogged was November of last year! OMG!!! I skipped Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, Valentines Day, St. Patricks Day, April Fools Day and now its almost Easter! Ive been slacking, totally!
I cant make up for all that lost time but I can update you on the latest and the greatest! For the past few months we have been planning this huge disneyland vacation for Brian, the kids and myself. Brians brother and his family were in on this plan as well. We bought the flight tickets, the diseyland tickets, the hotel was paid for and the rental car booked. This was all done in the last few months! Anyways... On April Fools day this year, Brian woke up and asked the kids what day it was... they happily said THE DAY WE GET TO LEAVE FOR DISNEYLAND!!! Brian said WELL ACTUALLY ITS APRIL FOOLS DAY! lol They didnt catch on but if they would have, they would have been some pretty grumpy kids that morning on the flight to long beach! lol
We flew out to long beach airport on friday, April 1st. We stayed in Cali until Thursday April 7th. It was so nice to get away and not worry about everything!!! Brian was constantly worried about money while we were there but it was okay! :) We got to take the kids to Huntington beach and we got to go to disneyland, the place that none of us has ever been to, so it was a new experience for us all! We all loved it though. I will have to post pics of it soon!

Wait there is more news...
In exactly one week from today I will be going into surgery for a breast augmentation.... something that I have wanted for a long long long time, especially since I have had kids and my boobs went to crap after my many attempts to breast feed! lol... So in about a week I will post how everything went! Im a little nervous but I know I will be happy once its all done! :)

Well, its late... I have to get some sleep tonight! :)

Update you all soon!

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some family pics

its quiet, a little too quiet!

Last week Summer started school, I was sad because she goes all day now, so its longer that I have to go without seeing her happy little face! It took me a week to get use to Summer being gone all day! BUT NOW... this week Brayden started preschool... he is only gone for 2 hours so its not too bad but the house is quiet! Too quiet! Last year Brayden entertained me and kept me busy while Summer was at school, just to keep my mind off of missing her and the few hours she was gone, flew by so fast! Now, the morning drags on! Im BORED!!! Im SAD!!! What am I going to do on these days when both of my kids are gone to school? Its a good thing for them, they like going to school and being with their friends but they are just growing up too fast! Why do they have to grow up so fast? Ugh... at least I get to see their happy little faces when they get out of school! :) I cant wait!!!