Wow!

So things have just been crazy lately! I cannot believe how fast time flies! Summer starts school on monday, yes you heard me right, I said MONDAY!!! WOW! Thats like 4 days away! Ugh.... Im so sad, yet proud as hell! :) She is just growing too fast for me! She is just a shining star, always has been always will be! I knew that when she was born that she was special... I sure was right! :) Summer told me the other day that she didnt want to take her PRINCESS towel to her BFF's birthday party cause its "embarrassing".... SERIOUSLY? Get what Im saying, she is growing up too fast!
Brayden is growing like a weed too! It seems like just yesterday that you couldnt understand a word he was saying when he talked, now its hard to get him to quit talking! LOL He is the worlds BEST interrupter! LOL He interrupts, but only when you are carrying on an important conversation with someone! LOL He will just repeat himself 10 times louder until you finally tell him to shhhhh! LOL I cant believe that he is going to preschool this year! WOW!!! He starts on monday the 30th of August... and we get to go meet his teacher next week. AWESOME! Im a little excited for him, especially since he will make tons of friends plus he needs to learn to play with other kids and to stand up for himself! He is too damn nice sometimes... he lets people push him around... So we gotta teach him to not take that crap from other kids!
Brian had another birthday the other day... He is 28 yrs old now.... I think its hot! I mean seriously, Im married to a 28 yr old man! ;) It cant get any hotter than that... at least not until next year around this same time of the year! LOL We are doing good... I have been sick so I havent had much energy to do much at home... and my house lives to agree! LOL Its like a tornado and a hurricane ran straight through my house.... LOL

Anywho... I really need to get some shut eye... Soooo sleepy! Love you all!

Life is sure great being in my shoes... even when everything is a mess or when I cant pay my bills.... As long as I have my family, Im happy! :)

The best 8 years of my life!

Eight years ago tonight (technically last night since its after midnight!) I met Brian... Actually he was Tim, Tom, Brian at the time! LOL We have officially been together for 8 years and married for 2 years! :) Im a happy wife and a proud mother! :) My family completes me... we may not have it all together but together, we have it all! :)

I love my life! Things are good!

My family is amazing!

Things are good lately... Just nuts! Bills are stressful cause Brian isnt working much... UGH! But other than that, we are good! The kids are growing growing!!! Summer is just an amazing daughter, she helps me so much and is very very understanding! She is fun to hang out with and I am enjoying spending the summertime with her while she is out of school! I cant wait to have a mommy daughter day with her! She made a "bucket list" of what she wants to do this summer before she goes back to school, I will have to post it sometime, its cute! AND we are gonna do it all! :)
Brayden is just as amazing, in different ways though- of course! He likes to give kisses at the most odd times... LOL... and he constantly talks about farts and poop! Stinker! The other night I asked him if it was okay that I called him boogie.... he said "yeah, you call me that cause I like to pick my nose!" LOL I thought that was pretty funny! Then today Summer and him were playing with their dogs, Summer named hers Amber and Brayden named his Fart! LOL Summer was cute, she wanted to name her dog after me! awwwww! and Brayden named his after..... his fart? LOL What a silly little boy!
Anyways... Brian is good... He actually is all into some computer thing lol... I try to get into it too but its more complicated than you can imagine... especially since I have little knowledge on computer lango! LOL Oh well, its keeping him busy and happy, and Im happy if he is! :)
Im doing okay... wish that I would get my butt off this chair more often and into the family room working off this flab! LOL Excuses excuses... Im sick of giving myself these damn stupid excuses!!! I just gotta stick to a routine more! Its been a challenge, but I gotta do it! Swimsuit ready by August, I gotta be there! Scary to me, especially since I have been slacking, I cant slack anymore.... I gotta do it! I have less than 2 months away... WOW... I better get going.... gotta get working out and then some shut eye! Night all!

Ahhhhhhhh.....

Tonight I actually did it! Ive been thinking about it in my mind for the past few days but thats all I have done is thought about it! LOL So tonight, I popped in a workout dvd and got busy! I tried a new one called 10 minute solution quick tummy toners... it includes 5 ten minute workouts and I did them ALL which killed me! Ugh.... I was sweating my ass off by the third workout and wanted to give up but I didnt! Yay! :) I think that when Im testing out a new dvd its not the most effective workout I get, cause Im new to it but Im trying these out to find a few good ones that I can build a routine with them! This one was okay... It is one of the first that made me sweat my butt off, but usually when I workout I get those muscle twitches... this time I didnt get them! Then again, I only worked out my stomach so that could be it! I have done other ab workouts that I liked better but this one was okay... It was a 5 on a 1-10 scale, just cause I felt like I have done better ab dvds, it did have hard moves too though so... I dont know! Anyways, tomorrow night or sometime tomorrow I will be updating you again on my next dvd workout! I need to get back into the routine of working out! Oh yeah I forgot to mention it... I ordered a waist trimmer from avon... just something you wear when you workout to help sweat more or something... but I am supposed to pick it up tomorrow night so I will update you on that too when I get it! :) Have a good night everyone!

Things are getting better....

Okay so my last post was a total downer... Things are getting better, well.... lets just say Im finding ways to LOOK at things in a better way! Since Summer is out of school it frees up a ton of time, so Im actually getting time to hangout with the kids instead of running around all the time! Last week I felt bad though cause we have been BUSY BUSY, with the yard and dr appts and such, this week is the first that we can actually do stuff! Yay! Tomorrow though, I have a dr appt, nothing big so I hope its a short one then maybe the kids and I can run over to murray park and see how things are going over there with the flood! Wednesday night summer has a rehearsal for her dance performance this weekend... I really need to start exercising too! Im thinking about taking the kids hiking or something, then again Im nervous about my ears... Maybe we can just go down town and hangout, although I HATE downtown. I know that the kids would like it though and sometimes you just have to go outside your comfort zone to make your kids happy so if I gotta then I gotta! :) Well I really better get to gettin... I got a ton to do before bed and I invited my mom over for coffee early so thats it for tonight! C-ya!

Im feeling completely overwhelmed! Ugh!

Not in the greatest of spirits tonight... just overwhelmed with bills and such! I wish there were a better way of dealing with this! I hope over this Summer we can catch up on all the credit cards and eliminate our debt! I wanna refi the car but I dont think anyone would let us at this point! We have another 2 years of paying it off but the payments are through the roof! Ugh! Next month we have to register the nissan... we need new tires before it will pass! ugh... cant this crappy stuff just go away already? Well I should get some sleep! Night all!

Ouch!

So I know that I didnt update last night... wait... I mean... for sunday morning, when I got home from work and exercised, but I did exercise! I did the SHAPE video workout... Im starting to just LIKE some of it but I LOVE LOVE LOVE the ab parts! Today my abs are totally giving me proof that I worked them out good! :) I love that! However, Im not gonna workout right now, its early, I just got off work and I plan on working out tonight so Im just gonna go to bed for now! However, I think that I need to make some major adjustments to my eating habits! I eat toooooo many sweets and that WILL hold me back from loosing what I want! So I gotta work on that! Night yall!